No, but if you ask anyone sitting in prison especially those serving life sentences “if it was worth it” and the vast majority of them would say “NO”. But beyond the lost of my freedom, it wasn’t worth the pain, & the lost that I had brought to the Khamisa family, as well as those that knew and cared for Tariq. It wasn’t worth the pain that I had caused my own family & the people that cared for me. And nothing that I was going through during the time up to my encounter with Tariq was worth his life. So no it wasn’t worth it at all.